That thing you do with your forehead :-)

There were days when I would ask myself, what if lines were cut off today?
What if Facebook wasn't working, Whatsapp. What if there was a whole internet shutdown?
What if cellphones weren't working anymore?
I thought to myself, how would I find you? I've never even been to your house.
I pictured myself roaming the streets of Khayelitsha
Seeking you
Hoping to run into someone who might know where you reside.
Ironic isn't it?
Very!
Here I am.
Totally cut off from you.
Cut off from 'us'
From each other
Though phones are working, the Internet is fine.

I miss the giggles,
your eyes.
The tickles. The childishness. The quietness.

I saw your post the other day, you said:
" someone please buy me wine gums "
And your friends said you were acting 'child-like',
You said: " I feel like saying 'thank you' "
I thought that was beautiful.
I could have bought you a pack.

I'm totally in love with you

Guy who puts up with  my craze diet,
my craze life
with or without dimples
you made me love you.
Umuhle saan!

I miss everything
even that thing you do with your forehead
I miss you
:-)