I cant help but wonder why it never worked out between us,
You always said you loved me
Yet I never experienced it.
Why didnt it work out?
How come you never pursued me like you did your other lovers?
You said you loved the chase,
Was there something wrong with me?
Is it me?
The 2 years I spent crying over you
I could die
Seeing you was hard
Just running into
The thoughts of bumping into tortured me
I keep wondering though,
Was I not enough?
Pretty enough?
Sexy enough?
Lookable enough?
How come you never considered me?
How come you made dinner dates with me but never fulfilled them?
I walked to your place, only to have you not answer your phone.
Was that the plan?
To break me?
Well- standing ovation, you did!
I spent 2 years recovering from the shame.
Every once in a while I feel myself slipping back into the same cycle.
Why do fools fall in love ?
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