Trying to convince ourselves that we feel nothing about something that we clearly care about is a lie. I shall refrain from speaking in parables- okay, maybe just a little bit. I am tempted.I've been waiting all day, for some form of text, a message, something; from you.
I don't know why I keep hoping, I mean- am I the only one that caught the feelings 'fever'? It is very apparent that that is not the case with you.
Funny right? How you thought I'd never fall for someone like you, yet it appears from where I'm standing that you never fell for me. Ironic indeed.
Anyway, this is not for you. This is not about you. This is for me. This is my opportunity to reflect on what was.
You are very special. I've never met anyone who treats me like you do, the things you do. How you tickle me. How you know the right thing to say. I think you are amazing. Thank you for giving me a pleasant first experience. I was hoping you would be the first and the last. You very well might be.
I think I've pretty much collected all the romantic relationship experience I needed, from 'us'. I would like to hold on to that. And no- this is not 'heartbreak' speaking. I think I am ready for a life alone. I promised myself that I'd give us a try but should we not work out then I was to pursue a life of quietness as a singleton.
I've been waiting for 'one' since 2008 . Quite interesting to me how similar your personalities are, yet not your appearances. So I have decided to wait for 'one' just a little longer... 'a little longer' in my book means until the end of the year, ofcourse. I am convinced that 2014 is the year for me to conclude the romance chapter of my life.
'One' should know that if they show up on the 31st of December at 22h00 then they'll only have 2 hours of my life.
Here's to becoming all that I have always wanted to be :-)
Why only two hours? Are u gona leave them after two hours.
ReplyDeleteHey Thabiso. I cant believe you still read these. Well,in answering your question- yes, this is my final year of meeting and being with anyone romantically. All those relationships will be cut short at the of 2014 . As I crossover to 2015 I will not pursue any further romantic relations. I know it sounds crazy, but this is somewhat a preference. I do well alone.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, are you well?
Fair enough...romantic relationships can be frastrating at times. But u shouldnt deny your self the oppertunity to be loved thou. I know theres alot of things that you can do, but like you said in your past blogs you said relationships are important(healthy ones)...so do not give up.
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ReplyDeletePatience Mr, and keep the faith because love knows no boundaries. :)
ReplyDeleteHi Odwa. Thank you for your encouraging words. Indeed love knows no bounds, and although we may not receive that is not reason for us to stop giving. :-)
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